Philosophy, Theology, Food, Life.

Monday, June 27, 2011

Tomato Pie

The smell of mustard, hot dog, and cotton candy. The sizzle of your feet against hot concrete. The surge of jumping into a cold pool. The crisp flavor of watermelon, cantaloupe, cucumbers, and tomatoes. Its summer and tonight its tomato pie.

Tomato Pie






You will need:
1 Uncooked pie crust (store bought or handmade either works)
3 Large tomatoes (peeled and chopped in chunks)
1 Cup baby spinach leaves (loosely measured)
1/2 cup Mayonnaise
2 cups mozzarella or 12 slices of fresh mozzarella

Directions:
Preheat oven to 350
Spread spinach over bottom of pie crust
Followed by a layer of cheese, about 1/2 a cup of shredded or 4 slices of fresh
DRAIN tomato chunks! get rid of all seeds and liquid. squeezing them dry with a paper towel
Pour all of the tomato chunks into the pie
If using shredded cheese- Mix mayonnaise and shredded cheese (leaving 1/2 a cup)
If using sliced cheese- place a four slices on top of tomato then spread mayonnaise then add more cheese

You can garnish with a tomato slice and spinach leaves if you wish

Bake at 350 for about 30 minutes. Turn heat off and let it sit for about 20 minutes. Serve warm.

Saturday, June 25, 2011

A French Dinner

The other evening I decided to make a big dinner for my Great Aunt Linda and Great Uncle Don. They are so wonderful and deserved a yummy dinner. We all love french food and I love to make these dishes.
First course: Gnocchi Cream Soup



Gnocchi is a delicious small potato dumpling. You might have seen a chicken gnocchi soup at Olive Garden, this is similar.

Gnocchi Cream Soup (serves 4-6)
1 pckg gnocchi
1 small red onion (minced)
1.5 cups baby bella mushrooms
3 handfuls baby spinach 
½ stick butter
2 tbsp flour
¼ cup sherry
1 qt chicken or vegetable stock
3 cups of milk
Salt to taste

In a large pot pour all the stock and heat over high until a rolling boil.
 Meanwhile in a large sauté pan melt half the butter over high heat and add flour. This will be the rue which will thicken your soup. When rue starts turning brown add onion and 1 more tblsp of butter.
Once the stock is to a boil add the gnocchi and cook for 8-9 minutes according to package directions.
Once the onions are starting to sweat add mushrooms, remaining butter, and sherry. Let this sauté until the mushrooms are a golden brown and the onions are starting to caramelize.
Drain half the stock from the large pot being careful not to lose any gnocchi.
Add the mushroom, onion, rue mixture into pot of gnocchi and stock. Then add the milk and spinach.
Cook this over medium high heat until for 3-5 minutes and then bring down to low heat. The soup will thicken and will be ready to serve. 

Next on the list is Bouchée à la reine, a french pastry entree. 



Bouchée à la reine (serves 6)
2 sheets puff pastry (thawed)
3 thin chicken breast (optional)
1 large red onion (sliced)
1 cup baby bella mushrooms (sliced)
2 cups Italian shredded cheese
3 tbsp butter
1 egg
Slice the sheets into three triangles each for a total of 6 pastry triangles.
In a large pan melt 1 tbsp of butter and brown chicken. Do not over cook. Remove from heat and shred. This will be stuffed in the pastry.
Add the rest of the butter, the onion and the mushrooms. Cook over high heat until the onions are caramelized.
Take a pastry triangle place a pinch of cheese followed by the chicken, onions, and mushroom. Fold sides over and pinch until it is sealed. Repeat this with the rest.
Bake at 350 for 12 minutes.
Remove and sprinkle tops with remaining cheese.
Bake for 10 more minutes or until it is a crispy golden brown.
Top with alfredo sauce and serve. 

To make alfredo sauce:
Melt 2 tbsp of butter in a medium sauce pan. Add 1 pint of heavy cream, 2 cups of milk, and 2 cups of shredded Italian cheese. Bring to a boil. Turn down heat and simmer for 5 minutes. Salt to taste.

Voila! 
 

Thursday, June 23, 2011

Loneliness

I am in my third week of living in South Carolina. I love it here but it has been hard. The internship is full of blessing but the same things that bless drain. I love the internship but I come home to a place that isn’t my home and I am wiped out. I will be the first to say that I take life at Ozark Christian College for granted. It has been hard because there is an element of loneliness. I miss the recharge that comes with community. So the first thing I have to say is that I miss community. 

The second thing I have to say is that I am not lonely but am learning about loneliness.  I have two favorite quotes about loneliness. 

The first is by Paul Tillich who was a German born American philosopher and theologian. 

“Language... has created the word "loneliness" to express the pain of being alone. And it has created the word "solitude" to express the glory of being alone.” 

 We hate being lonely and yet solitude is a spiritual gift. How the heck does that work? Loneliness brings about melancholy attitudes, depression, pessimism, pain. Solitude brings about a deeper connection with God, a time to learn about self and spirit, a chance to prepare for a greater purpose. So when we are alone are we lonely or taking a time of solitude? 

This brings me to my 2nd favorite quote for loneliness which is by Dag Hammerskjold. He was a nobel peace prize winning Secretary of State for the UN. 

“Pray that your loneliness may spur you into finding something to live for, great enough to die for.” 

I love this quote because it reminds me of Christ. Matthew 4 and Luke 4 tell the story of Jesus going into the wilderness. This was a hard time in the life of Christ. A time of temptation, loneliness, preparation; a time that marks the beginning of ministry. 

Loneliness vs Solitude is a difference of attitude. 

Christ did not become a pessimistic, depressed, prematurely gray man; He became our savior.
The women at the shelter have shown me much about this. They come in alone, hurt, broken, and scared. They have nothing and no one, choosing to be cut off from the life they knew to seek safety. In their loneliness they find community. They find a new life, power, healing, and freedom. 

Jesus found His ministry, the ladies find the rest of their lives. I am finding the chance to learn and prepare for whatever God may bring next; even if the present is hard.

Friday, June 10, 2011

Internship Blog #1: Children

It has taken me a while to get my wits about me enough to blog about my first week on the job. Let me start by saying this, I love South Carolina. I love SafeHarbor. I love living with my great aunt and uncle. I have loved this first week. That does not mean that it was easy. Training was normal. Learning the gate system was tricky. Meeting the other interns was fun. But having a grubby little hand clenching onto mine was heart breaking. Working with the children has grabbed my heart and tore it apart for the 5 hours I was there. Wednesday was my first day to work with kids at the shelter and it put me through the ringer. These babies had all just come out of domestic violence situations, and it was very evident. I am going to change the names of the kids for security purposes but I want to share the day.

Sam (who is almost 4) and Maddie (who is almost 6) were the first kids I met. They sat on the far side of the room in an oversize chair, their four big blue eyes locked on me. I met some of the women with their gaze following my every move. I made my way to them and Sam said "who are you?" Maddie looked at him and said "She must be a worker, she is happy." First stab at my heart. I told them that I was here to play with them. They didn't understand. "You want to play with us?" I saw that Maddie was holding a book so I offered to read it to them. I scooted in between them both of the kids crawling half way on my lap. One page into the story Sam took another stab at my heart, he kissed my hand. I asked him if he was ok and Maddie said no one ever read them stories that they just made them up. These two had my heart, even if I could only give it to them for five hours. 

There were 7 kids at the shelter that day from 18 mths to 8 yrs. We had a blast. We sang songs, colored pictures, did puzzles, played outside and did everything a kid would want to do on a summer day. They were ALL glued to me, soaking up all of my attention and all of my energy. Every once in a while another child would take another stab at my heart. Sam and another 3 year old Kelly didn't know how to count, any colors, or their ABC's. Jake who was 7 would mention how he used to have a play station but his dad threw it at his mom. He has a baby brother who is one and a half and didn't recognize his own name and couldn't balance well. Jake told me he was hit by a car. Shot after shot these kids pierced my heart until it was broken. I couldn't complain because they are all broken children.

Even now I am just hurting for these kids. I want their grubby little hands to be held by their mothers. I want their minds to explode with learning. I want their futures to look different than their paths. I want their mothers to be empowered and the family heal. I want to see smiles on all the faces of those at the shelter, not just the workers.

I am so excited for this internship and can't wait to see some of these wants come true as the kids and I experience summer at SafeHarbor.